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I know you've never disappointed or let me down in doing anything, anytime.
Even tough you don't mean a lot to me nowadays, but i still care for you at all times. It's ok if you don't know. You've done excellently with the recent examinations, yeah, congrats for achieving with good grades. :)
Some idiotic ideas keep popping up in my mind recently..how come some things that we wish so much never really come to us..it's all about fate. Oh well, fate brought us to where we used to be, it's not what we want sometimes, just try to admit it.

It's real bored this holidays, watching Tvs, surfing net, hang out with friends, sleeping, and so on..
kay, what could you think about others without doing those bored stuff above...Any?? I truly gone mad, i wanna get outta Kuching to other western country, aight...that's my dream, hope it'll come true as soon as possible.


current mood: confuse -.-

p.s: TAKING CHANCES!!

今天去那里, 却见不到你的踪影...有点失望, 好可惜!!

难得去那里, but where are you??


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Heys, sorry for the lack of post lately. Have been busy on exams these days.
Well, today was quite tired but feeling great after collecting old newspapers from houses to houses with classmates. After school, we gathered at BOULEVARD and distributed into small group to nearby houses to collect. Then, we followed Darren's car to other area to collect, actually it's somewhere my house there. It's fun when we were asking for newspapers, but most of the people seem so afraid and not willing to give out, probably they think that we were too annoyed for doing this stuff or scared from being cheated for asking donation or ....whatever....
Anyway, we had collected some in the end using Darren's car..His driver was so so good and patient . He accompanied us from houses to houses to collect old newspapers. Those old newspapers were placed in my house then. Once again, Thanks a lot for your help!!
I was just came back from wilson's place for gathering. not going to talk about it. I need to have a rest now, cause i'm really tired. Am looking forward to this coming Sunday...Haha..Collect old newspapers again.

to be continue...

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Finally this day has arrived, it's one of the "chess queen" special day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDY =))
all the best in everything!!
can drive soon hor. :P
but kolien, bday still wanna study, good luck in your history tomorrow.
wait wait, hope you can meet your dearest hubby MICKEY ya !! hahah



Happy birthday to timmy too.
Enjoy~~


Best wishes,
JOY

统考（ＵＥＣ）＋ ＳＰＭ

昨天第四节,全体高二生到冷气讲堂进行SPM报考活动..我,犹豫不决, 所以只选8科, 因为没做好准备....
本来不想考SPM, 因为没打算考...but看别人多一张文凭, 心里会不平衡...如果没有SPM文凭, 就不能在马来西亚立足, 因为政府只承认那一张文凭. 废!! 有了统考文凭, 就没必要待在马来西亚, 因为政府不承认统考文凭, 且国外也不承认SPM文凭..社会就是那么地现实!!!所以选考SPM不知是否对或错, 政府中学考SPM是全免,一分钱也不必付. 但,我们却需付出上百元来换取一张废文凭...一科科目RM10.50, 最贵RM20.50, 那如果考10科, 算算多少!!!!需要这样吗?? 还有还有, 早上正课上八节, 下午还要花时间上SPM, 又要缴费RM162 x 2两学期的总额...想想在加上要缴正课的学杂费, 买作业本及SPM参考书..一个月用了多少爸妈辛辛苦苦赚来的钱...真的很矛盾!!
问题在于没把握SPM考出来的成绩一定是理想的, 又要遭受人家的白眼歧视, 因为我们必须在最短时间内学好正课+SPM的各个科目, 有些又没上, 因为没时间. 我们不是神, 因为是人类, 不是什么都精通...

若SPM考多几科, 真的会有用吗, 很想考GEO, PERDAGANGAN, 知道没信心, 所以不选考. 省下钱更值得. 因为有统考文凭, 我不怕!! SPM 闪边站...
请问有人考BIBLE KNOWLEDGE or 中国文学史吗？如果有的话, 你真的不是人．　


接下来还有统考费, UBS理帐课程, 打字课程等....要缴交, 虽然是明年, 但还是要做好准备..

21-02-08

Not a day goes by i don't quarrel with my parents lately...it's shame to say, i know...but i just can't stand for it..Today, it supposed to be a pretty nice day to everyone..cause it's the last day of chinese new year or also known as "Chap Goh Mei" in hokkien and most of you might have a perfect reunior dinner with family. But, because of the quarrelling, i cried, and of course, it spoilt my mood for the whole long day =[ [ I know i was wrong in some situations. so i let them scold. The atmosphere now still seems weird, because i didn't talk any single word to them..if i talk, it would be like a volcano could be erupted in anytime. so, better remains silent. I'm in my room for hours, using my mum's laptop to Online..
I have to apologise to tim again, because she wants to come my house for visiting, but of this incident, i told her to come next time. SORRY `` and thanks for your concern. =)
I really hope i was living in someone else's life, hate of being like this, cause i really hate myself sometimes ={ My phone's credit due to date again, sigh*


Calm down, don't piss off!!

错过的美丽

在人的一生中, 往往都会错过很多东西..可能是某些事物, 人, 机遇等都会与我们擦肩而过..但,很多时候我们都不自觉忽略了! 我要说的是:"如果真的错过, 就让它错过吧",这句话对我而言, 感触很深, 很有感觉, 意义重大..因为我曾经历过这种"错过"的滋味. 现在回想起来, 真的觉得有些遗憾.
很感谢这些年来让我留下这么多美好的回忆.因为你, 我学会了许多东西. 因为你, 我学会了很多做人生处世的道理. 因为你, 我更坚强更努力. 因为你, 我真的成熟了很多.也因为错过你, 我学会更珍惜拥有. 在梦中总是那么美好, 但在现实生活中都是虚幻的..
放手了,虽然有点不适应, 但, 感觉好多了...
我希望往后的日子会快乐些..

希望不会再错过了...

希望不会有遗憾...

希望你会过得幸福快乐...

就算以后没机会再见面, 只希望你还会记得我...

Because to me, you are just too perfect and do no wrong. I hope you will come to realize how much you really mean to me.


PUMA....wait for you ~

Valentines day

Is it really love or is it just a passing feeling am i not convinced?
a bit uncertain of the feeling live deep in the soul.

My special valentines, to the ones i love
Valentine's a day to say, "I love you,"

A ritual that stages something real,
Letting out the truth of what I feel
Even as I think it often of you.
Nor could I with such grace without this day
Tell you that I'm grateful that I have you,
Impress upon you just how much I need you,
Needing such a frame for what I say
Even as I would my heart reveal.
"HAPPY VALENTINES DAY"

Dream..

梦有时比现实还真

否则
醒来时为何有泪.

梦有时比现实还残忍
否则
醒来时为何还疼.

不要再异想天开了!!醒醒吧!!!

1st day of CNY

First of all, Happy New Year to everyone, again =)
Went to few long-time-no-see relatives's houses today.

Dad and Mum

JOY"S Family

Dear beloved mummy and me

1st pict: Bro and mum
2nd pict: Bro and Steph ^^

Me and Steph

Her name is "JULIA"

antique radio thingy.

Heee....so cute

^^

Have a nice day!!! more photos coming up...see ya =Pp

Reunion Night

Carry on the previous post....=PP

Grandpa with his NINE grandchildren. =))

GONG XI FA CAI

Four of us!! Try to read those words from right to left..

Us with dear grandpa^^

the small one

Britney Spears's daughter..BRITNEY CHAN

Count down-ing....

Pro-photograher (My Day) with KIDS..

Me and cousins!

Bit Chek and minzhi..so funny =DDD

love this photo..Bit chek and I. =D

New Year, New Look.

Before:After:

looks more fresh..i might have a sweet dream tonight =)

Thanks again ^^

Reddish wall

Believe your eyes....it's real one. How nice the colours are.

Chinese New Year day is just few hours ahead..well, let's pray for it. Pray our world will be in peace forever. NO more sadness in our life, NO quarreling , NO arguing......Hope everyone is fine and leads a peaceful life !!and GOD, please, please bring more luck to me, and happiness to my family.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone =))