on that truly amazing night, there was a blackout suddenly, then we started crazy camwhoring at that moment. It was awesome! we laughed, we shouted, we screamed under the truly DARK atmosphere, and nobody knew who we were. HaHa

here's MYTWINS C:

and here's the TRIPLETS.
could you see the resemblance? nyahaha










Capture 1

Capture 2

CApture 3

Capture 5

WE love J3B 06"

time really flies man, we are Senior 2 now, =S

so, let the pictures speak itself as well.



loves,
JOCELYN

Found this photo while browsing some folders in pen-drive and had an urge to post up here. It looks pretty good that it was simply taken by me, my camera. but it's long long time ago.
I might not be able to update my blog too often, or maybe once a week, or...whatever, no matter what, my blog will not be dead, i will keep it alive.

Sorry readers. 'DESOLE' =]

loves,
Jocelyn

2nd Tagged by mz

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


1) If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
- Give him a really "big" slap until he got swollen, and i think i would have gone mad, then..i never think of it. maybe, murder someone.

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Travel around the world with the one i love. If that possible?!

3) Are u sleepy now?
- yea, just came back from school.. feeling bloody tired right now.

4) Are u confused with what lies ahead of you?
- of course and trying to make up excuses to convince myself.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
- hmm, like the one i admire. oooh, talented, good-looking, and will support me always no matter what happen.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- There is no certain answer to these questions, it depends.

7) What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
- Absolutely betrayed.

8) How far will you go for the one you love the most?
- As far as i could.

9) Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
- Ya. both family and friends problem.

10.What is your favorite fairytale of all time and why?
- Cinderella. because it's visionary and it gives me a very deep impression.



Name 10 people to do this survey
Answer these questions honestly~~ ( formalities )

am not going to tag anyone out there. do it as you like.
i gonna take a nap. Byez!


Jocelyn

Blessings

As time wears on, things happened yet people changed...
my family members got into some troubles lately, and it's really complicated.
i don't know whether should i say or shouldn't.

Or.

I shall keep silent for a little while.
We can't help it but seeing things keep going on and on...
it's just like a mirror broke into pieces and left a deep scar forever.
It's an IRONY. you know?

How could we solve it? We are trying our best.
What do they think about? We don't know.
Do they love him? We're doubting.
Will they come back? We are so looking forward to.

i guess there is no turning back, but no matter what, i still hope there is a chance for them to return.



I'm praying, we all are praying. GOD, Please, please, & please bless my family members get well along together FOREVER.


Jocelyn

Education Fair

There was an education fair in my school yesterday. I was quite excited about it because, as for me, a Senior 2 student, it's time to be more thoughtful, and it's also time to think for our future.
Unlike those previous years, still being a kid, or a nerd as well, if there is an event like this, most of us would just like strolling around and attempting to get some free gifts(i'm not mentioning anyone but myself :])..yea, what a shame it was.!!

I got a lot more inquiries on courses like Interior Design, Hotel Management, and Accounting & etc studying in UK. but...to be frank, i still couldn't make up my mind yet, i don't even know what i'm interested in and capable with.

where should i go? which courses should i take? what are things that i really interested in?

I don't know. I'm confused about it. and don't dare to place myself in a way too high.
Because i'm afraid of making a wrong decision.

i'm so lost, right now.

Jocelyn

Tagged by Sandii

Name 20 people randomly.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1. Min zhi
2. Derek
3. Jacky
4. Michelle Ong
5. Wan Tim
6. JOO
7. Sharon
8. Yvonne
9. Sandy
10. Dorene
11. Florine
12. Wilson
13. Yiew Hong
14. Wei lin panda
15. Jasylin
16. Belvina
17. Kimberley
18. Phoebe
19. Charley
20. Wen kang

1.) How did you meet number 18? [Phoebe]
--She's my bro's classmate before.

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2 ) What will you do if you have not met number 17? [Kimberley]

-- Meet others maybe. but i'm glad i've met her.

~

3.) What if number 9 and 20 dated? [Sandy, Wen Kang]
-- It might be pretty funny if so. HAHA
(sry sandy, i don't do it intentionally, hope u won't mind it =p)

~

4.) What if number 5 and 10 dated? [Wan Tim, Dorene]
-- I'll totally ignore about it.

~

5.) Describe number 1 [Min Zhi]
-- Being nice sometimes, HOT-tempered, a good listener
(she knows a lot of secrets of mine), a GREAT cousin ever.

~

6.) Do you think number 8 is attractive? [Yvonne]
-- Yeah, she's a nice girl and has a really sweet smile. =)

~

7.) Describe number 7 [Sharon]
-- snow white as nick, slim, pretty, adorable, and a good friend of mine. xp

~

8.) Do you know any family members of 12? [Wilson]
--His sister.

~

9.) What language does number 15 speak? [Jasylin]
-- Chinese, learning to speak in Korean.

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10.) Who is number 9 hanging out with? [Sandy]
-- Jasylin, Darren, Enzai, Suak, Vivian. i guess so, right?

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11.) How old is number 16? [Belvina]
-- SIXTEEN, same age as mine :D

~

12.) When was the last time you spoke to number 13? [Yiew Hong]
-- This morning around 10am at school canteen.

~


13.) Who's number 2 favorite singer/band? [Derek]
-- Angela 0r Rihanna, or both?. haha

~

14.) Have you ever dated number 4? [Michelle Ong]
-- Nope. i miss her loads.

~

15.) Would you ever dated number 19? [Charley]
-- Never. =[

~

16.) Is number 3 single? [Jacky]
-- he's been reserved all the time. aww..

~

17.) What's number 10's last name? [Dorene]
--YII. sexy!!

~

18.) Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? [Florine]
-- Friendship or..she's reserved anyway. *wink*

~

19.) What is the school of number 13? [Yiew Hong]
-- Chmsno1

~

20.) Where does number 6 stay? [JOO]
-- somewhere nearby Boulevard.


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I TAG:

Pauline
Min Zhi
Dorene
Belvina
Yvonne

Lisan test.

I had finally done with my LISAN this evening which has keep me worrying for about a whole morning. ohhh... finally, finally & finally, it's over!!


I'm going to find another script for the next ENGLISH ORAL tests. =_='''





and so, good luck for the rest whose turn for it on the coming Monday. woot =)



Jocelyn

622 一中园游会

From the front of school....

Britney and timmy

to our stall..

The hall was so packed with people..

busy preparing..

owhh..bun =DD

what do you think of these SHIRTs??

ponies

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Brit's on her ride of a white pony...ew..so cute

李志明会议厅算票现场

完~

筹备了这么长的时间, 一瞬间, 就这样过了, 结束了....很遗憾只能说, 时间不留人.

4年后再见吧!! 那时候, 我在哪儿??

Jocelyn

Happy Father's Day

On this day the world is celebrating,
The special man to whom it's dedicating,
A day for praising and appreciating,
A day for loving and commemorating.

My dear father,
I too would like to give you praise,
Though a day of celebration,
Is never enough to compensate,
Is never enough to appreciate,
Is never enough to congratulate,
The man who's life to me still dedicate.

I really feel so lucky to have you as my dad,
Even though I am no longer that cuddly little girl.
For what I have become today, I owe it all to you,
Treasured memories in my life I have, are all because of you.

I only wish I still make you feel proud,
I try my best to never let you down.
Not only on this day, but all the year around,
I wish for you the very best to never let you down.

So just relax and enjoy your day,
Take a deep breath and celebrate,
A toast to you and to all your great deeds,
May God bless you and in His care keeps.

Happy Father's Day!!


Jocelyn

9th of June

Today started off with much same sense and lazyness, i woke up at about 6:15am as usual, yeah, it's time for school. I was about going to school to take my report card. *nervous*

reached school at something 7am, walked into class with trembling legs, my hands were actually turned very cold that time, as you know, i'm really scared and excited about my results.

(s-w-e-a-t-i-n-g.. .. =_=)

so it's my turn, when teacher passed the report card to me and my dad. I couldn't believe my eyes, because my results were still satisfying, at least to me kay. I'm glad that i can still remain in the TOP 10 positions,(hey, i'm not showing off or boasting or whatever you would like to think) cause i never expected to be in TOP 10 list this time due to my lazyness of studying, i didn't spent much time learning, seriously! Bwahahaha =)
But shit, you know, i got 1 mark deducted on 15/4 when i'm sitting for my History test(oh, it's like months ago during China Sichuan Earthquake) for wearing unqualified too-short socks. I knew it few days ago while i log in chms1 to check on my account, it was something similar written like this :
1. 2008年05月15日 14/5 鞋袜不符合规定，扣1分，记1个缺点。

WTF?!!


Lost of words.. and time Flieeeeeeeeessssssss!!!!!!

Today is FINE anyway C:


PS, Love is visionary, it only exists in fairytales. I wanna tell you the truth so bad...

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Okay. Sorry for those random posts in my previous entries. not knowing where to begin and my mind is exactly in a blank of what i'm going to write next. I'm in a strange combination of feelings status lately, it's hard to express how my heart feel, but i know that i'm feeling soooo Down.
I scared those feelings have come back to me, i'm not referring to the same person as you think, but to someone that whom i had never known in my life.
I am somehow trying so hard to ignore those feelings cause i know hurts would eventually come some day, and it never heal.

i hope it's just an illusion and would only last for a while, because i'm afraid to be hurt. =[
Maybe we're perfectly not meant to be..


i'm really missing in nowhere, this time...

Jocelyn on Fri at 22:18

Two strangers fall away and know the end's begun and the hurt just comes again.

Nothing.


i just feel like screaming !!!

Hey, i'm back! Sorry for the lack of updating. Well, it's finally holidays again after about a week of torture for the Bloody exams. I was actually dead for some major subjects like, Chinese(it's really hard for me as i didn't spent much time studying it), Maths(always score the lowest marks and pull down my average results, ish...), Bahasa Melayu(shit, this what i hate most, i was like not knowing what to write on the answer sheet) =[

Forget about it!!
It's over, it's really over...past is already a history, just convincing myself not to think about it. No matter how worse would my results be, just try to appreciate, position doesn't matter, it's not important at all, it's how much effort you put on it and the things you learnt and experienced from it. okie...leave it all behind~

i was like so pissed off after my hair get done yesterday, it was like nothing changed before and after when i look into the mirror and it took me RM30 for a hair cut. i still don't dare to let mum know it till now. only for once, no second time. lolz >,< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">PS, Don't let your mind rule over your heart. Don't pretend, just be true, i mean be true in yourself and to others.

To be continued``

Busy.Busy.Busy.

EXAMS. EXAMS. EXAMS. shiiiiitttt~

I might not be able to online for days, or maybe for weeks..
Mid term exams coming up, it's time for me to put more effort on my studies.




Be right back SOON.
See you then.

=)

Tagged by mz

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really... depends on my own feeling

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
Nope and never. it's too disgusting. YUCKS!!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
A lot.except china. Especially Europe countries full of "ang mos". my desire. wow!

4. If you have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Couldn't think of it right now..if i have to choose, i would better get outta this country and get what i want, start a new life with the one i love.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Seldom. listen to the weather forecast lah. rainbow doesn't often appear in the sky kay. LAME

6. Do you like being who you are today.
To be honest, not only today, i hate myself most of the time.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
$1 million? it's too little for me. Buy myself branded stuff as much as i could. Brings my family travel around the world and do some donation if possible. i'm a kind-hearted person.

8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Maybe, in my future. But it is too sensitive and i'm such a coward when i come to this matter. In my past, i won't allow myself to let him know i loved him. Now? still need some courage.

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
No idea about this. I think i won't and never will.

10. Do you wear boxers?
Yea, if i'm a guy in muscular.

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
BMW sports as well.

12. Which would you prefer for your other half? Hug? or a kiss?
Hmm..hug lar. kiss? not now!! i'm a responsible person.and now i'm still is an average secondary student.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
In some situations sometimes,MAYBE.Cause i am too afraid to do such a fool in front of anyone and let them criticize me. It's quite hurtful, seriously.

14. What do you think the most important thing in your life?
Stay true in yourself.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Of course. and everyone does. But i always ended up with empty-handed.

16. What kind of Electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My sony ericsson W810i, though it isn't the latest model. but i treasure it all the time cause it was a present bought from my dearest dad on my birthday two years ago.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Stature. That's what i always lack of confident with.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
A guy, whom i pay my whole heart to and thought he is the only one by my side wherever i am, every moments and care me most, but it turn out to disappoint me and hurt me like hell. So now, he is the one i hate most in this world. I know he hates me too. Thanks for hurting. I'm fine and was so good now.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see the future?
Just let things go on smoothly.

20. What's the question?
Oh well, it's okay. Bon voyage to my brother. Hoping that he is doing great at all times. No clubbing, no snookering, no fighting, and no flirting, of course.
Hope that both my parents are in the pink of health always. Hope this world leads a peaceful way forever.
Hope my prince is YOU. =)





I don't feel like to tag anyone. Just do it as you like.
Peace~