Falling

Feels like my life's been passing by
With happiness just bein' a lie
How did I get here, where am I going?
One more day without knowing
Struggling for one more breath
As I'm drowning in a painful death
Can someone reach out for me?
In this dark and dreary sea

Cause it seems like no one can
Hear the voice that's calling
Try to take the most I can stand
But I keep falling

I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me everyday
I hope I get over this phase
'Cause I'm stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I don't lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more

In my isolating misery
I feel like the epitome
Of darkness and despair
Just leading onto nowhere
Will I be able to win this race?
I'm runnin' at a slow pace
Trying hard to press on
But the motivation's gone

It may not have to be this way
Waiting for me they could be a new day
Maybe I can revise
And escape from the lies

There could be something more
To what my life may have in store
I'll move from where I began
Keep on pressing through to THE END

loves,
Jocelyn

There are so much hatred and pressure i've been facing lately but i've no one to turn to...
here is the only place to release...

hmmm, i'm probably don't know where to begin, okay, so....

when i got back the monthly report card today, i had no guts to see at all..really!! i know it's too bad, TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE.
as expected but i didn't let myself felt quite down with the results but instead i felt like slamming people who kept asking bout the results, i really hate it so much kay!!

so here goes something like that:

Eh, how's your results?

*silent* for a moment

what's your BK marks?

*no respond*

and how's your maths har? failed?

f~ck u..i know your marks is higher than me, don't hao lian lar....

*silent* for a second.....

SHIT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU PLEASE NOT ASKING TOO MUCH, it's none of your business, and i don't like people asking it..please STOP it. (burned)

*SILENT SILENT* and then staring me with "behsong" face..

I have to say it again that i'm feeling annoyed.. PLEAASSSSEEEEE no next time...

Nightmares are just about to begin,
and we will soon become so MAD
so be well-prepared before we move on.

GOOD LUCK FRIENDS :)

with loves,

JOCELYN

Senior 3 Outing photostream.

Annyong haseyo Joo, sarangheyo

the so-called "AH SUAK"

ella ella, under my umbrella..ella ehh

ah sai

Mau San

lolinMay sleeping..sheesh

the sweet couple

there was still a long way to go...
but my camera low batt liao... sohai' =]


loves,
Jocelyn