Quotes of the day ;)

i dreamt of you last night.

我爱他

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

BONJOUR..
just want to say hello.. :) mwhahhahha nitez!!

30 Jan 10

Everytime i look through her eyes, i know there's sadness and sorrow behind..
i know she has a lot to tell, but she pretends to be strong and cheerful....
Tears immediately streamed down her cheeks after she poured everything out,
i know it's really painful inside to lose someone one you loved....

We will be with you always, stay strong SHARON :)

sweet dream or beautiful nightmare?

The whole things happened was so wonderful..pretty good, it's fantastic.
It's you & your sincere smile that i miss it so so much, seriously =]
just when i'm about to reach you, i was awakened by the distraction of the phone calls...by that time, i realized it was just a dream.. =[

I know it doesn't exist in my real life, but the feelings were so great..
why am i still thinking? i hope i could've walked out from the past and accept the fact.
you're so close yet so far away from here..

Everything were just an illusion, it doesn't worth recalling.

it's a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare?

1st post of 2010

HOLA!

First of all, life is almost back on track nowadays after experiencing so many things, matterS as well..
and hmm, i started schooling as usual & i'm currently studying in INTI college swk, taking Hotel Management programme, of course i'm new fresh student there, met quite a lot ex-schoolmates and friends, i even met Alven and Nana there. whaoooo.
You'll never believe that one of my lecturer was my Senior during high school, she's just 4 years elder than me....she's awesome! hoping someday i would be like her standing in front of everyone and teach. that's really nice yay, and really interesting experience...ngagahahah.
I met new friends there of course, one of them is from china, shanghai weeiiiii(rich country) she's really good to be with, nice to talk to, she's pretty..and i taught her our Bahasa Malaysia as she's so eager to learn some.
so, here it goes.
Sayang, saya cinta kamu. =) she quickly wrote down the pronounciation in chinese, so funny man =DD i guess she gonna tell her bf in uk. hahha

Above all, i would like to thanks my dear friend yvonne aka bun whom is always there helping me all this while and Alven who took me around in the college on the first day =)

Looking back again, i was still a nerdy with tidy uniform but 2009 is far away from us...
IT'S 2010, we have to move towards instead of backwards...it's a brand new year.

I hope it's a really brand new and good year for me & you.

p.s: happy birthday to my dearest mummy on 6th of Jan..you're such a great mum. she even cooked herself on her Big big day..because daddy not around lately. she suffers a lot..=[ But Thanks for everything mummy~!!

TATA''

Best wishes,
Joy

心中有无尽的感慨却无法用言语表达。




咳。。。

Taking back my LOVE.

Omg Enrigue Iglesias..he's so good-looking :]
nice song~

20 SEPT 09

My birthday was over..so i'm 18 now..wow!!

here's the OREO CHEESE cake from secret recipe..had been waiting for few days to reserve..
due to the HARI RAYA. a lot of malays bought directly from there.. =S
but too bad my name was spelt wrongly. real shit! bopian..

thanks to both my dear parents who had done so much things for me :)

& my dad bought the Tiffany's necklace and earings for me days ago..

on my birthday, the first thing i received from JI NENG. hahah. thx
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Just about to leave the car....a note book that i've always wanted to buy but didn't, , surprisingly tim gave it to me.
thanks =]

Amelia and weilin(panda) gave this to me..
handmade punya arr..there are still 2 small bottles inside with messages but they purposely push the cock tightly so i'm trying so hard to pull it out.
so touched man =D
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GUESS WHAT?????!!

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TADA~:>

no doubt..it's Wang Lee Hom --- the so called MUSIC MAN limited edition dvd..
OMG!!~ they got me this.!! Thanks Thanks Thanks to Tim, Pig, Carol, allen, p.c

another exciting moments...
what?! Bausch K? exactly! :)
that's from JOO, Huiii, brandon, juliana & (i can't rmb)
love it so much...THANK YOU ppl~


a handmade strawberry hair pin from chu hui..unbelievable right?
but it's true. and i know it took long time to make :] thank u too~

With all the gifts i received and the greetings, thanks again everyone for remembering my day!!

love you guys for giving me such a wonderful night :)
much appreciate people!!~

loves,
Joy

the last day of my 17th. =[ =]

Today is 18 of sept, and she wore this shirt with numbers - 0918 on it :D
so "chun".. but y not 0919? haha

we headed to the spring-MBO cinemas to watch the 3D movie.
FINAL DESTINATION
ticket prices are around RM18 for A 3D movie.
wtf?!

as you can see...
it was so palace-look & luxury and two of them seemed to have entered a dreamworld.
haaahaha..

but it has its value la..we can now expect for better experience in watching films.

okay i'm gonna stop here.
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here to share some pics of my last 17th
so i'm turning 18 in one more hour time!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself.
XP

13.09.09

Hello readers,
i know i've neglected my bloggie for such a long long time...
exams are just around the corner...
the days we left school are numbered.
real soon, very soon...those nightmares we've been struggling for 6 years will eventually come to a stop. and it's our turn to really say goodbye to this school by then.

no matter what, strive all the best we can.

will be back after oct. =]

GOOD.LUCK.TO.ALL.SENIOR 3.CANDIDATES.2009

You Are Not Alone

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

R.I.P MJ

Account disabled.

My facebook account has been disabled, real shit!!!

what should i do to activate my account.?

Anyone help me, please.

i need urgently.

HELP!!

当正规划着自己理想的时候, 又看着梦想再次破灭.
不是不去想, 而是不敢想..
若想太远, 达不成, 失望更大, 心受到的伤害更深更痛, 对吧?

上了"守财奴"这一课, 让我了解了 "金钱的确比亲情重要" (以我目前的状况看来)..充分体现了现代社会的现实主义者.
在这样的世代, 又有谁不向钱看齐?


没钱, 真的什么都办不成.
有了钱, 什么都难不成.


我还是有情感的啦, 因为情势所逼, 不得不面对现实, 这是我心里最真切的感受, 读完后, 不要怨我.

23.06.09

Happy 20th birthday to steph~

with loves,
Jocelyn C:

both my daddy and bro are coming back tomorrow..

i'm waiting for the reunion dinner.

HahahAha:)

Thanks JOO

you know what i'm mentioning at aight, hehe

much appreciate & love lots :)

TQ~

Jocelyn

13.06.09'

Result was out.

Oh my god....

just when i'm signing in my account, both my hands were shaking and heart was thumping quickly... i don't dare to see actually.. but i still have to face the truth..

Needless to say much, it really draws me to great disappointment..
no one to blame on but me myself for how i had performed during exams time.

i don't know why, i'm so unmotivated to study nowadays seriously..
i'm getting lazier day by day when exams arrived.

W.H.Y ?? =[

In the coming time, i should have do some self-criticism and move forward.
i have to work hard, & it's a MUST!!!!
If you aim at nothing, you'll hit it every time.

Nothing comes without efforts and hard works. Right?

Jocelyn

Finally come to the last, i mean after i've done with my LCCI Text Production Test tomorrow, i will be free for few days :]

i miss my dad, i miss my bro, i miss my grandpa, i miss my cousins, i miss my friends(only few of them who don't answer my phone, heck!), i miss everything except exams.


to be continued.....