Thanks god that the sense of fear that i've been struggling a long while has finally gone away, far far away from me!!

Jocelyn

A break ?

Finally comes the time for a break, but only for a few days :S
4 papers down and another 4 more papers to go, awaiting me. *help*
and thanks god that two of my worst subject ( Sejarah & BM) are over. but the maths paper have totally made me mad, shit total of the frequency and the graph, the number is 40, after five time of calculating it, my answer was still 39. I don't know what's wrong with my calculator or what else that time, i was freaking nervous at that very moment. don't ask why =.=
Got back my school report card today, the results are still dissatisfied plus the deducted marks for not attending the typing class, and my position supposed to be count-ed backwards, but surprisingly, it turned out to be quite front(but not in top 10 lar, haha). and IT does really surprised me, a lot a lot. 0.0

What else.? Show you some random pictures taken recently:

6.11.08 on her birthday ~Mee with an unique bowl. :)

my dear JOO with her sexy sunglasses at kueh's tuition :D
& Happy belated birthday on 2.11.08. ^^

7.11.08 at Jase's tea house.
(Ice-blended vanilla & A slice of Rum&Raisins Cheese Cake).

I have to get back to study. :[

GOOD LUCK everyone =)

Signing off,
Jocelyn

i'm regret for not bringing my camera along today..


No pictures =[



& i'm looking forward to the last day of SPM. shit :(

I can't wait !!!

Jocelyn

hey dere :D

hi people..

i think my blog would be dead for a bloody long time due to the upcoming stressful exams...=[[
I am speaking seriously now, i should work really really hard for it'' since i got back my report card week ago, the results were painfully disappointed, and it was my very first time for scoring such worse results in school, shameful to say, it was like nearly failed. =.=

so now, i have really need to put more effort on it to pull back my marks, or at least make some improvement.

I have to stay away from computer..
I have to really say no to TV..
I have to stop reading TWILIGHT..
I have to really get my history work done asap, or before exams , still have a bunch of questions to go. =[


i shall better make a pause here, and i might not going to update.
Probably will be back after trial exams or SPM. =/

Good luck to all UEC & SPM candidates.

but how could i make it for the stupid SPM?

See you then :D


Jocelyn

Happy 18th :)

So, it's her great day today. She has just turned into 18th today(oh man, so old liao)....

...


Ahhh....crap!

She is my cousin who went by a name of Chan Min Zhi. (don't get wrong people, i'm Min Yii)
I can do nothing but a warmest post for her...

because..

she's now living in a bloody HELL place called KL which is thousand miles away from her hometown KUCHING. well, i know how suffering it is. =PP

Btw, this post is for you :)

NAHHH...

Happy Sweet 18th cousin =)
Hope you're doing great all the times & all the best in everything =D

Be patient. 49 more days to go.
i know. xp

much loves,
Jocelyn C:

The last PE lesson :[

Remembering how reluctantly we used to be to attend for the PE lesson. Everyone went like: Oh gosh, it's MONDAY again, PE lesson again. SIEN arrrrrrrrrh : /

but on 06.10.08* this day, it's our last PE lesson in high school, and yeah, it just finally come to the end. =]

Let's show some pictures of the day:

This was taken before our PE lesson.
SHE is such a good poser :)

The so-called "ah beng" aka BONG CHU HUI. Drum freak :]

Sorry for the otherssss

Another THREE GOOD posersss~~

Magdalene, Susan, Rainbow & Michelle

She and her ^^

Oh My...he's good at acting..

"Ah pek oi ah pek"..the healthiest pek ever..whoo!!he does his daily exercises there. i've seen him for years.
He could join the next Olympic for the marathon.

Aren't they kissing? So gayy

With our PE teacher.. see ah suak..

So, no more shameful exercises like push-ups, sit-ups, back-ups,
No more basketball, badminton, table tennis, jogging, whateverrrrrr....
No more finding excuses to escape for it...

BUT, we all gonna miss the TIME.

loves,
Jocelyn

Twilight

I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight

Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change Whatever came within these shallow days

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen

As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight

I was stained, by a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, TWILIGHT...

对生命的体会

同样的风景, 心中存有悲观的人以悲伤的心情; 心存有乐观的人以快乐的心情观赏风景; 同样的风景, 因为人的心态而有了不同的体会.

不要只以单一的心情去看同样的风景, 因为那并不完整.

唯有那些心中对生命诚恳, 对死亡谦卑的人们, 选择了包容两者的对立, 才能够观赏到两者同时都存在的风景, 既悲伤, 也快乐; 既悲观, 也乐观. 包容这两者之间的对立, 这样才能够看到生命的整体.

这, 才是真实的生命.

这, 才算是活过...

这是摘自<<中学生>>里的一段话, 觉得很有感触.



Jocelyn

Today's sheets was just like a 'SHIT'

:[


Jocelyn's messing up.

21.09.08

full of "heads". taken from the 2nd floor of the hall

bun, here you are =D

One day over, this post was blogged in a rush. Hope all of you enjoy it.

Good Day :D

Jocelyn

It's my day !

First of all, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to myself and I =)
A very big "THANK YOU" to everyone for making such day so wonderful, so memorable. yea, just like what sandy said that my birthday was a hectic one with continuous exams. It's so stressful but i'mma happy :)

thanks for the cake, thanks for the presents, thanks for the cards, thanks for the warmest wishes, thanks for the message, thanks for everything that all of you have done for me.




This is a late post actually :D


Jocelyn

Meeting up Singapore actors

=)

Believe it.

Terence Cao

see, how cool he was.

great shot.!

Sorry, i'm lazy to blog words due to the upcoming examsssss. *sigh*

Check it out on me in tomorrow's Newspaper anyway. guys, don't envy me. :P
and yea, Happy moon cake festival / Happy Mid-Autumn festival to y'All!!


Thanks daddy <3


Jocelyn

Spot Check II

Three phones and one iPod got confiscated...


so,,


What to do? =.=\



Jocelyn

These days

August ended, and here comes September, again, a new month. urghh =.= that's mean Spm mock is just around the corner, it's coming real soon..
supposed to study for it this afternoon, but i ended up sleeping at the sofa with books open in front of the table, and am here again to blog this. haha =D

One day over, but i do nothing.
Went out yesterday from about 10am till 9pm with my friends. We went to cinema to watch a new release Singapore movie (No enough MONEY) . it's quite good and funny but it moved us with tears in eyes at last.
whao, it's been ages since i last went there, i think it's my first time been there this year, i hate those places, seeing so many lakia there, it's really sickening you know..
I'm exhausted today. Probably didn't get enough sleep last night. wooohhh, feeling so sleepy =/
And my dear daddy was away again, after sending him to airport this afternoon, my mummy and i were back home again.

I've been saying and telling for about a zillion timesss but no one cares for it, it's so so so disgusting that the smell of the rubbish dump. PlEASE please please!!! get a pack of rubbish bag for it. sorry but i'm not being kepo. If you want to have a peaceful learning place, please just keep our class clean. PLEASE take action before it's too late. & thanks for your attention =]

am dead for tomorrow's maths paper.

thanks Joo for informing to pass up my Geo book tomorrow. love ya!!


Jocelyn