A friend of mine has just passed away days ago suffering of leukemia, words can't express how im feeling inside, and i know everyone is feeling real sad about it. But we just can't do anything with it to bring her back to this world, and now she's gone forever.
She used to be my senior few years back ago during high school and was my first senior friend when i was in J1. She came in my class and walked to my seat promoting about the English Soceity Club to me and asked me to join.
She was the most cheerful person i've known so far that carrying with a radiant smile on face everyday, she was being friendly and kind to everyone in school, and i do really like her.
By second chance, i met her again at ah-teck tuition, that's how i got to know her better, she's so good to talk to, the way she talk will cheer you up everytime, she made us smile and laugh when we're down. It was just like yesterday, she's just talking right in front of me and telling me what her dreams are, how she wanted to make it happen and fulfill & still share a lot of life experiences with me.
And remember the way how she admired lee hom, how she used to like him so much, how great and how handsome he is...
Till now, i still can't believe it's true, but, she's really gone, what left now are just memories, her cheerfulness and laughter will always remember and be kept in the bottom of our heart forever.
but why everytime good-hearted poeple leave earlier?
She's just a girl like everyone does with so many dreams waiting to fulfill and accomplish, but now, why god you bring her away from this world.??
After struggling with her illness so hard, but still she losed the game in the end. It's so hard to accept that she's gone forever, but this is the fact.
I will never forget you and your lovely smile, may your soul rest in peace forever Tegan xue jie..
<3
Let us therefore live but one day at a time.
他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好
Everytime i look through her eyes, i know there's sadness and sorrow behind..
i know she has a lot to tell, but she pretends to be strong and cheerful....
Tears immediately streamed down her cheeks after she poured everything out,
i know it's really painful inside to lose someone one you loved....
The whole things happened was so wonderful..pretty good, it's fantastic.
It's you & your sincere smile that i miss it so so much, seriously =]
just when i'm about to reach you, i was awakened by the distraction of the phone calls...by that time, i realized it was just a dream.. =[
I know it doesn't exist in my real life, but the feelings were so great..
why am i still thinking? i hope i could've walked out from the past and accept the fact.
you're so close yet so far away from here..
Everything were just an illusion, it doesn't worth recalling.
HOLA!
First of all, life is almost back on track nowadays after experiencing so many things, matterS as well..
and hmm, i started schooling as usual & i'm currently studying in INTI college swk, taking Hotel Management programme, of course i'm new fresh student there, met quite a lot ex-schoolmates and friends, i even met Alven and Nana there. whaoooo.
You'll never believe that one of my lecturer was my Senior during high school, she's just 4 years elder than me....she's awesome! hoping someday i would be like her standing in front of everyone and teach. that's really nice yay, and really interesting experience...ngagahahah.
I met new friends there of course, one of them is from china, shanghai weeiiiii(rich country) she's really good to be with, nice to talk to, she's pretty..and i taught her our Bahasa Malaysia as she's so eager to learn some.
so, here it goes.
Sayang, saya cinta kamu. =) she quickly wrote down the pronounciation in chinese, so funny man =DD i guess she gonna tell her bf in uk. hahha
Above all, i would like to thanks my dear friend yvonne aka bun whom is always there helping me all this while and Alven who took me around in the college on the first day =)
Looking back again, i was still a nerdy with tidy uniform but 2009 is far away from us...
IT'S 2010, we have to move towards instead of backwards...it's a brand new year.
