9th of June

Today started off with much same sense and lazyness, i woke up at about 6:15am as usual, yeah, it's time for school. I was about going to school to take my report card. *nervous*

reached school at something 7am, walked into class with trembling legs, my hands were actually turned very cold that time, as you know, i'm really scared and excited about my results.

(s-w-e-a-t-i-n-g.. .. =_=)

so it's my turn, when teacher passed the report card to me and my dad. I couldn't believe my eyes, because my results were still satisfying, at least to me kay. I'm glad that i can still remain in the TOP 10 positions,(hey, i'm not showing off or boasting or whatever you would like to think) cause i never expected to be in TOP 10 list this time due to my lazyness of studying, i didn't spent much time learning, seriously! Bwahahaha =)
But shit, you know, i got 1 mark deducted on 15/4 when i'm sitting for my History test(oh, it's like months ago during China Sichuan Earthquake) for wearing unqualified too-short socks. I knew it few days ago while i log in chms1 to check on my account, it was something similar written like this :
1. 2008年05月15日 14/5 鞋袜不符合规定，扣1分，记1个缺点。

WTF?!!


Lost of words.. and time Flieeeeeeeeessssssss!!!!!!

Today is FINE anyway C:


PS, Love is visionary, it only exists in fairytales. I wanna tell you the truth so bad...

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Okay. Sorry for those random posts in my previous entries. not knowing where to begin and my mind is exactly in a blank of what i'm going to write next. I'm in a strange combination of feelings status lately, it's hard to express how my heart feel, but i know that i'm feeling soooo Down.
I scared those feelings have come back to me, i'm not referring to the same person as you think, but to someone that whom i had never known in my life.
I am somehow trying so hard to ignore those feelings cause i know hurts would eventually come some day, and it never heal.

i hope it's just an illusion and would only last for a while, because i'm afraid to be hurt. =[
Maybe we're perfectly not meant to be..


i'm really missing in nowhere, this time...

Jocelyn on Fri at 22:18

Two strangers fall away and know the end's begun and the hurt just comes again.

Nothing.


i just feel like screaming !!!

Hey, i'm back! Sorry for the lack of updating. Well, it's finally holidays again after about a week of torture for the Bloody exams. I was actually dead for some major subjects like, Chinese(it's really hard for me as i didn't spent much time studying it), Maths(always score the lowest marks and pull down my average results, ish...), Bahasa Melayu(shit, this what i hate most, i was like not knowing what to write on the answer sheet) =[

Forget about it!!
It's over, it's really over...past is already a history, just convincing myself not to think about it. No matter how worse would my results be, just try to appreciate, position doesn't matter, it's not important at all, it's how much effort you put on it and the things you learnt and experienced from it. okie...leave it all behind~

i was like so pissed off after my hair get done yesterday, it was like nothing changed before and after when i look into the mirror and it took me RM30 for a hair cut. i still don't dare to let mum know it till now. only for once, no second time. lolz >,< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">PS, Don't let your mind rule over your heart. Don't pretend, just be true, i mean be true in yourself and to others.

To be continued``

Busy.Busy.Busy.

EXAMS. EXAMS. EXAMS. shiiiiitttt~

I might not be able to online for days, or maybe for weeks..
Mid term exams coming up, it's time for me to put more effort on my studies.




Be right back SOON.
See you then.

=)

Tagged by mz

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really... depends on my own feeling

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
Nope and never. it's too disgusting. YUCKS!!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
A lot.except china. Especially Europe countries full of "ang mos". my desire. wow!

4. If you have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Couldn't think of it right now..if i have to choose, i would better get outta this country and get what i want, start a new life with the one i love.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Seldom. listen to the weather forecast lah. rainbow doesn't often appear in the sky kay. LAME

6. Do you like being who you are today.
To be honest, not only today, i hate myself most of the time.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
$1 million? it's too little for me. Buy myself branded stuff as much as i could. Brings my family travel around the world and do some donation if possible. i'm a kind-hearted person.

8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Maybe, in my future. But it is too sensitive and i'm such a coward when i come to this matter. In my past, i won't allow myself to let him know i loved him. Now? still need some courage.

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
No idea about this. I think i won't and never will.

10. Do you wear boxers?
Yea, if i'm a guy in muscular.

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
BMW sports as well.

12. Which would you prefer for your other half? Hug? or a kiss?
Hmm..hug lar. kiss? not now!! i'm a responsible person.and now i'm still is an average secondary student.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
In some situations sometimes,MAYBE.Cause i am too afraid to do such a fool in front of anyone and let them criticize me. It's quite hurtful, seriously.

14. What do you think the most important thing in your life?
Stay true in yourself.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Of course. and everyone does. But i always ended up with empty-handed.

16. What kind of Electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My sony ericsson W810i, though it isn't the latest model. but i treasure it all the time cause it was a present bought from my dearest dad on my birthday two years ago.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Stature. That's what i always lack of confident with.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
A guy, whom i pay my whole heart to and thought he is the only one by my side wherever i am, every moments and care me most, but it turn out to disappoint me and hurt me like hell. So now, he is the one i hate most in this world. I know he hates me too. Thanks for hurting. I'm fine and was so good now.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see the future?
Just let things go on smoothly.

20. What's the question?
Oh well, it's okay. Bon voyage to my brother. Hoping that he is doing great at all times. No clubbing, no snookering, no fighting, and no flirting, of course.
Hope that both my parents are in the pink of health always. Hope this world leads a peaceful way forever.
Hope my prince is YOU. =)





I don't feel like to tag anyone. Just do it as you like.
Peace~

Here goes the pictures during Sport Day.

Silly people with sexy look. HOT!!!

Sorry again for this late post =)

22.04.08 : Happy belated birthday to belle. All the best in everything. =P

and welcome back to Kuching kim. but i didn't meet you. *sigh*

= THE END =

sandy paiseh arr..

Our school is having a mini Sports Day tomorrow since it's our school 50th Anniversary. Feeling quite nervous and excited about it, although i'm not one of the participant.
For those who are participate in, Drink more water and rest more!! just don't be too stress, or else you'll feel like lack of energy to run and ended up so sick...FAINTED!!!

There will be more surprising events coming up...

高二文商孝, 加油呗!!! =)
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i'll update more pictures if possible :)